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Thursday, 28 October 2004
Mood:
 not sure
Now Playing: Nothing in particular
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming, cannot cease for the fear of silent nights. Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming, the goddess of imaginary light.
My fears spread through my veins like a disease. I'm scared of a lot of things. I'm scared that I can go to sleep sometime today, and not wake up again. I'm scared that the baby in my womb might not make it through the next 8 and a half months. I'm just scared. I've no actual reason to really feel like this. Maybe it's the fact that I am such a pessimist. I'm one of few people I know that see things the way they shouldn't be seen. But then again, why not see the darker side of things. That way when things go wrong, you won't be disappointed, but proven right, and when things go right, it's something to rejoice about. I don't like setting myself up to fall, so I prefer to look at the bad side of everything.
Oh and by the way, yup that would be me there in the picature you see on your screen. I've been told I look like so many goddam people it's crazy. I've been told I look like Mandy Moore, Wynona Rider, and a few other people. If anyone figures out who it may really be, fill me in. Not that I wanna look like a celeb. I prefer to be myself. I'm Rinoa, nice to meet you all.
Bye
Posted by Rinoa
at 7:10 AM EDT
Updated: Thursday, 28 October 2004 7:20 AM EDT
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